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Miyerkules, Disyembre 12, 2012

a fangirl's struggles

I am writing this blog to express what I feel in my life.

For the past months, I am living without worries and in a split seconds the worriless life comes to an end. I am facing a problem that I feel that there is no answer to it. I thought this 2012 will be good to me and to my family, but it is not. My mom left, our business blooms, fails, and now we will leave our house, our home where I spent my 21 years of my existence.

Now I know what it feels like when changing houses, I thought it would be easy for us but it is not.
I don't know what will happen to my life for the next few months.

Will I still be able to feed myself?

Will I be employed and earn my own money?

Can we pay all our debts?

Can I still live this world alone?

Before, I always wanted to be independent, but now I am afraid to face the world of independence. Should I blame my father for not thinking that we depended ourself too much to him? Everytime I felt this, I always think that if I can do it now? I am afraid that I may fail and will not be able to support myself.

I want to be a POSITIVE THINKER, but I don't know why that my Negative thoughts are always running on my mind. What should I do to fight this negative thoughts??

I want to have a JOB now, but I don't know where and how to start. Can someone give me words of encouragement for me to be able to face all this challenges.

Biyernes, Oktubre 5, 2012

good night

Before my night ends I just want to share this video.
I don't usually ship make believe couples in a group but when I see them my heart feels that I should ship them.
HAHAHA.

credits to the owners

I just thought that Eric-leader is such a passionate partner, he really loves skinship! ohgosh! why so similar to Choi Siwon??? hahaha..

anyways, just sharing that video. hope you'll enjoy watching! :)

GOOD NIGHT! <3

new found love

I never expect that I will love this group.
Before their comeback I just ignored every Youtube link and News Articles about them.
I never took time to sneak or read about their history.
But now, because of my love for Super Junior I accidentally met this very awesome group.
An addition to my fandoms, though they are aged already they stayed the same.
The friendship, trust and love for their fans still remained.

I welcome this awesome guys to my fandom world.

***drumrolls***

SHINHWA

Since I'm a new fan, I still have lots of things that I need to know about them. I am looking forward to knowing each and everyone of them.

For now, my biases are Andy, Eric and Junjin. But like what I felt from the other groups though I have my major bias members when I see them all together my heart really flatters and I am loving them more and more not just an individual member but as a group.

Thanks to my super fandom, SUPER JUNIOR for introducing their seniors to me. Don't worry you're still my number 1. **bbuing! bbuing!**