First Blog Post for 2012

It's been a long time since I last posted here. Many things had happened for the past year and this past months.

One thing that I will never forget is that December 25, 2011 & January 1, 2012 would be my Mom's last Christmas and New Year's Day with us. My mom passed away last January 9, 2012, it was really the saddest moment of my life / of our life. It's really unexpected that mom would be leaving this world. She struggled so much, she fought her disease for months only. We always thought that she's already fine but it's not. So the sudden death really breaks our heart.

My mom is not the mom material but she is a friend material. She has a lot of friends who love, care and respect her. Yes, we sometimes fight but I know it's part of a mom-daughter relationship. And now, I really feel the emptiness now that she's gone. But I'm still thankful because she will not worry about us anymore. She's now in good hands and guiding us always.

For you Mom, I REALLY MISS YOU! I already said that I am not your sweetest daughter but I know that you felt my LOVE and CARE for you during your last days here.

THANK YOU for everything! I LOVE YOU! I MISS YOU!



--chelle--